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BIBLE WARS: "God" where are you?

Innocent enough day, until I heard some loon screaming his lungs out..who the loon was you might ask...A BRAINWASHED DICKHEAD WHO WAS TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING HE KNEW ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT!!!!!! Yelling out how "god" is coming & the sinners are going to be sent to hell. How we need to prepare to die and move on..blah blah blah...!

EFFING IDIOTS!!!!!!!!!!

I went up to the screaming gentleman "THERE IS NO GOD COMING TO TAKE US AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR ALL A BUNCH OF SCREAMING LUNATICS WHO DIDN'T EVEN READ THE BIBLE AND YOU WANNA TELL EVERYBODY THEIR GOING TO HELL?!?!"

he was like "GOD IS COMING GOD IS COMING DAUGHTER OF THE DEVIL DO YOU DARE QUESTION THAT?!?!?!"

me: I QUESTION YOUR SANITY SIR

sir: "WERE ALL GOING TO DIE YOUR SINS WILL LEAD YOU TOO HELL!!!!!!!!!"

me: DON'T FUCKING TELL ME I'M GOING TO HELL TAKE A LOOK AROUND YOU SIR WE ARE IN HELL AND THERES NOTHING YOU CAN SAY OR SCREAM FOR THAT MATTER THAT CAN CHANGE THAT!

sir: "YOU CAN SHOVE YOUR COMMENTS AND YOUR SINS SOMEWHERE WHERE THE SUN DON'T SHINE"

me: *pulls pants down a little to revel undies* KISS IT WHILE YOUR THERE TO DO THAT FOR ME!!!! *pulls pants back up*

sir: "YOU DEMON CHILD DEMON WORSHIPER"

me: WHERE IS THIS GOD WHEN WE HAVE CANCER TO FIGHT OVER OR WARS THAT NEVER SEEM TO END, PEOPLE ARE DYING EVERY DAY AND YOU SIR HAVE NO RIGHT TO TELL US THAT WERE ALL DYING ON A CERTAIN DAY OPEN THAT BOOK THAT YOUR HOLDING *bible* AND READ TO ME WHERE IT SAYS THAT THE APOCALYPSE IS COMING!! TELL ME DAMMIT YOUR NO GOOD THEN THE REST OF US YOU TAKING THE LORDS NAME IN VAIN AND THINKING YOUR SOME CHOSEN RETARD MESSENGER!! FUCK YOU AND THE CULT THAT BRAINWASHED YOU CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT Y'ALL KNOW SHIT!!!!!!!

sir: "DIE BURN IN HELL"

me: THIS IS HELL YOUR LIVING IN IT THIS IS FUCKING HELL!


and i walk away. There was alot more but this was the best part! oh see what I did there, I made it red white and blue...we are in hell

happy Sweet 16 to me~OCT29th.

I loved waking up to a million phone calls

+

the ones from midnight already

I loved seeing my friends

without them I wouldn't be happy[trust.me]

I loved finally spending a good day in class

without any hurt or anger

except when the balloons kept bopping me in the head :]

I loved this day indeed.

I hated the end

but those reasons are gonna be left unsaid

today I can say, I was happy for real

Whisper to a scream

Spinning out of my reach
it came down like this
anger in my heart
hurting in my head
its nice to move along
and messed up to
have to deal with this again
its terrible to go on like your happy everyday
when all you want to do is fall
just cry the day away
your friends don't know
your family doesn't either
its inside your head the voices that have no mercy
this is not for pity
its simple self expression
i love the way written words
can put this all together.

For all the promises to bust....

Working so hard

for what I planned

never thought they'd

get it so easy

this heart attack

cant believe I'm sitting

in the sidelines

and your in the show

don't get me wrong

I'm OK

a smile on my face

just so you know

but leave me alone

I cant have this now

lets pretend were all happy

its easier like that

So sick of love songs.

Everyday waking up

oh look at this beautiful morning

sarcasm for breakfast

she don't give a damn

thinking today wasn't like the rest

it was better, yeah

till her heart stopped beating

yeah she knew it

it wouldn't let her be happy

just moving moving

the gears in her

shes trying to figure out

whats gonna happen today

turn the corner

nothing yet

look straight

imagine what would've been

the fights have all stopped

the tears have dried

the anger in her chest

enough to kill them all

but no

hush up

she got nothing to say

under the rain

her faith lower then dirt

whats destiny when you don't want it at all

and I hope you know that she has survived

this day

waiting for the next

she tells God, she don't want it again

My rap. [lyrics by me]

This girl

sitting on her own

wishing she had something anything to call her own

always put down, from all around

keeping her hood on, and her headphones blaring

night and day

crying herself to sleep

she cant figure out

what its all about

why even god wants her to stay alive

her friends watching her fall from grace, its OK

nobody gonna catch her

that's the way huh

satisfaction leave it to the pain to make her feel like something

likes shes so valuable

its OK she knows shes lying

to herself and everybody else too

a smile on the inside like an open wound

leave it to them

to call her out

rock a bye baby and goodnight

its gonna be alright

with nobody there to stop her

shes running out

guitar in one hand

leave the door closed

its fine

you know she ain't coming back

BAM BANG BOOM

I'm so sick and tired

of all this mess we have created

I want you to know

I quit

I'm done for good

with you and this

I don't want it anymore

offers of peace

forget them

my times wasted enough

I still want to cry

but I'm guessing its gonna be for life

we all make mistakes

were all human

I'm just sorry you couldn't see that

we all done something

to each other

we all hurt ourselves

were confused

were scared

were pissed off

ha..welcome to life

you know who you are

the fact is

I'm not using my

voice

I lost it already

I'm using my big heart

which I have finally pieced together

I'm moving along

with my guitar in my hand

down this deserted road

hitching rides from the devil

knocking on the door to hell

Have a good life

you, the person I once called a friend

I don't want this too get worse

so I'll just stop right here

Im just a kid, and life is a nightmare

This world is spinning

I'm not winning

whatever life has out for me

I look at my bruised knees

from all the falling

with nobody there to catch me

I gotta little envy

for the prom queen

I'm sitting in the bleachers alone

I gotta little hatred

for the people who

stepped all over me

without a glance at who I am

its OK for the the people

who don't care whats under their shoe

well my people

I got to tell you

I'm sorry for whatever went on

so I'm here alone

on the bleachers

with no one

writing these words

I'M JUST A KID AND LIFE IS NIGHTMARE

LEWIS BLACK

IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO WATCH HIS VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE!!

I love it when nobodys right, except the person that is, when their not

Give me something to fight about. Im in a mood for an argument right now. :[

My life is average lol

Today me and my friend were talking. She asked if I had any juice I told her I had apple. She asked for some and I gladly poured her a cup. It was then when we relized we were talking on the phone. I poured it in a bottle for her to give it to her tommorow. MLIS

Let your heart out from behind the cracks, I know its there

Keep me from falling

yeah like you care enough

just keep me sane

yeah right, I lost that part of me

already

I hear voices in my head

I hear voices in my heart

I hear voices in my nightmares

Your voice you monster

you hell hound

demon

you cruel amazingly wonderful

unrecognizable being

I think I may

I think I might

not sleep tonight

don't take this personally

I think if I can take your words

you can take mine

So open up your windows, breath a little more

GOD DAMN GLOBAL WARMING!

G O . G R E E N !

RECYCLE

REUSE

CONSERVE

THE WORLD ISN'T OUR PERSONAL TRASH CAN

Watch me

E! news

next new sensation

wake up

you know that's just a dream

reality, I'm living something Else

I'm done with this

feeling of hurt

I know I was harsh

don't let my words get you

I don't let yours

like I might have told you before

they have no effect on me

I don't think I hate you

but its nice to try

I just strongly dislike you

right now

I'm going on

not answering my calls

cause I'm busy sleeping this nightmare away

I would love for this world to change

wishes with consequences

good bye feen of life

goodbye for now

I have 4 followers...Im good :]

Keep telling

me everything is going to be OK

sweet child of mine

I'll keep singing myself to sleep

I'll wake up in tears the next morning

trust me I'm a professional at a fake smile

you wont even guess anythings wrong

I'm sorry to hear...I don't feel bad

I would love for you to show me

how defenceless you really are

give me a word

something but

an insult used before

the best of us can find true happiness in misery

I'm sorry I'm not sorry anymore

DON'T try to understand

your as stubborn as an ass

so that's not a problem for you

I hope your reading this

you son of a bitch

from here on out

your dead to me

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!

HEY READERS!

NEW BLOGS COMING SOON

SO FAR ITS UNDER CONSTRUCTION!

THANKS :]

eeppp!-sorry

Sorry for delays gonna write soon.

Bash bash baby rant rant

boom boom boom

crash crash crash

gets the thing in my chest

to go haywire

its broken enough for no repair

everyday getting worse

since your face in it

ignoring my pleas to leave me alone

a demon, a poison

simply a man

crawling under my skin

your killing me

and I still think threes a chance

to be what was back then

My little angel

Oh darling Oh darling

such a horrible disaster

we don't talk much

don't think I don't care

Oh baby Oh baby

I promise you'll be fine

your too cool, too good

for any unfortunate event

I swear your gonna be ok

sleep well sweetheart

get your rest

close your eyes

tomorrow will be

so

much

better

Break me down

Beautiful disasters

sweaty hands

nervous frowns

anxious stares

what could have happened

will never be

"So I cut my wrists

and black my eyes"

this is my final goodbye

I cant tell you, I love you

because even I don't know what

it means

Oh my Oh my I want this color

I got tired thinking about you in class..so I thought some more.

Hyperventilating

Sky's are blue

you look at me

I look at you

I know the tears are coming

I'd refuse to cry

you asked my friend

about my whereabouts

Why? I know you don't care

confusing me to a point

ignorance is bliss

knowing too much would kill me

try not to worry

I'm kidding your not

I know who you can be

I know who your not

the guy I started to like

in the end, I hated you

now I want to talk to you

I'll stop screaming when

you stop stabbing

Come Break me down Bury me Bury me...

Music is my only escape

from what the day leaves me with

keep telling yourself I'm ok

sitting with my guitar

writing my songs

the angrier I get

your names in the lyrics

take notice

whenever were in one place

do I look at you?

I guess we all make mistakes

I'm going to pretend you don't matter

when inside I don't know

your there deep within

my words come out in a rush

I'm sorry for

I cant even remember

I'll just show you my song

the one with your name

and hopefully we'll learn to get along

in this little world

who am I kidding?

Enjoy the breakdown

Social Sickness Glitter and Kisses

I hate the pretty people, the glam and glitter.

The ones that get what they want
they don't understand, what they take for granted.
I hate all the know it all and all the populars
well not all
but the ones that make life hell.
Most people are as so air headed without knowing
taking what us outsiders want the most.
The worst changes from who they were before.
I hate all the pretty people who
have it best
I cant say I'm jealous believe me I'm not
but sometimes...I want to stab them in the back
with the knife they buried in mine.
Oh pretty people don't take this wrong
Maybe you'll get your pretty person love to cover and catch you when you fall.
For all the outsiders like me, give three cheers to being the worlds biggest basket cases alive.

9.11.01- 8 years later

WHAT WE LOST

THE FEAR WE ARE FORCED TO LIVE IN

THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO LOST THEIR LIVES

THE FAMILY'S THAT LOST SOMEONE

THE CRUEL WAYS OF PEOPLE

THE HATE THAT CAUSED THIS

THE GOVERNMENT WHO KNEW, BUT DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO STOP IT

THE DAMN COUNTRY OF "FREEDOM&PEACE"

9.11.01

WE WILL NEVER FORGET

LET US REMEMBER THE BRAVE SOLDERS IN WAR

FIGHTING FOR WHATS RIGHT

EVERYBODY THAT CAME THROUGH

THE RED WHITE AND BLUE

THE RAW EMOTIONS THAT KEEP US MOVING

MEMORIES

R.I.P

LOST SOULS OF THE TRAGIC DAY

R.I.P

INNER PEACE

R.I.P

AMERICA

Ode to my little basterd

Ode to my selfish little heart

you greedy son of a bitch

yes you want happiness and fun

you break when you don't get it

don't you care your killing me?

I took such good care of you

and you didn't do shit in return

but kept me crying every night

from boys to friends

you made me suffer

I cant say I'm ok

clearly now

I'm the teenage basket case

you piece of turd

I wish I didn't need you

I just want to scream...quietly

You wanna stick your nose in the air

Superior being

I'll chop it off in a heartbeat

put yourself down

and have the nerve to judge

your a monster

you treat others like crap

hey I'm not lying

I can assure you darling

with a hand on the bible

without my fingers crossed

your nothing but one of us

just a person

nothing special

I don't care what your mother tells you

little princess

I can tell you your not

drama with promises not to start

in the end look where its got you

you think your the best

your ego...too big too big

for this world to fit

I'm sorry

not saying I'm any better

we are all the same

mean,selfish

little people

in this huge ass world

keep telling yourself

your any different

Stairway to Heaven.....

This is pulling me in out of my reach

its hurts as much as she tries not to admit

her breaths come short

vertigo overcomes her

as she falls to her knees she cant help but wonder

everything that went on and

how stupid she was

and probably might still be

she thinks and thinks

her eyes end up closing

is there anyone out there for her?

She doesn't know what happened later

she knew she heard voices

but she wasn't trying to understand them

she let out no care

let out no sign

how much thinking about him

was killing her inside

she looks both way

and crosses the street

ignoring the calls

her friend made

she wants to climb mountains

fall off airplanes

anything to get away from him

she spins in no direction

that dumb little girl

"i hate you"

she cries

"I don't"

she knows

that little dumb girl

Listen to: Stairway to Heaven-Def Leppered

Check out 2 of my new banners :]

MY LYRICS-angry song REVISED

What do you get off by your

pleasure of hurting me?

Look at me baby

does it make sense right now?

Your telling your friends

how I make you sick!

You call it bluff when I say

im alright

look at me baby

why dont you look me in the eye?

Im tearing the roof off in this house

screamin' your name in the moonlight

prepairing to tear your ego out

wish you would burn in hell

Im more physcotic then the

monsters hiding in your head

you can bet im better then your stupid ex,

a thousand times greater then your dumb old next

Im just a love sick criminal

"I got no regrets and I remember the day that we met"
Was there a time in your life when you just couldn't help but thinking about a certain someone and then daydreaming about what it would be like if you two were together? Yeah well, we all do at a few fine points in our lives. Sometimes it kinda makes you feel quiet unpleasant cause one of your dreamies was the guy that tore you into shreds. Kinda makes you feel stupid right? Cause you know that its most likely not gonna happen. Dreams... are they there to actually make us stronger, our minds training us more and more for future situations or are they just simple reminders of "hello this could be you..just kidding :]" Adults who claim to know everything say that our dreams reflect emotions that we cant project in real life, like what are they saying "oh yes yes you think your sad, but your current dream says that your really disappointed you didn't get that pony for your birthday when you were 8" ha ha..hysterical.
WELL people next time I promise lyrics! Its because I haven't written in a while and this was the first thing that I though of!!
Listen to: Prisoner -by Jeffree Star

You gave me an excuse to dance......

This is actually pretty old-I had it on my myspace for a while so I decided to post it up.

Ever had someone twist your very heart from its cavern with only a couple of words, or worse just with interminable silence? Ever had someone move on with their life as your was left to flounder?

You try to go about your daily routine, trying not to think about it too much but it keeps coming back to you. -That feeling in the pit of your stomach- you suck in a big breath of air. It makes you sick inside. You cant eat, cant sleep, your life is running on its own without you. You smile never the less like nothing happened. Though you know its there in the back of your heart. Your friends have seen a change in you but they don't even know how to help. Love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife. In this world its not a fairytale like your mothers used to read to you. There are no happy endings sometimes. Well..moving on I guess.

Listen to: Intensity in Ten Cities-Chiodos

Also for the next blog I'll actually start posting my lyrics up!! :]

THEY ARE 100% MINE MINE MINE-People who try to steal them BEWARE

You were love of my life, like imitation leather

Social sickness;Glitter and Kisses. Like sticks and stones may break my bones, words would never hurt me. We were all raised with questions and no answers sometimes. Parents couldn't even help out at those times. Moving on is what people tell you to do if you don't have "it" step. Whats perfection in a person? Looks, charm, grace, blah blah all in one?

Whats the deal with everyone these days, I don't seem to understand this new generation of mindless zombies [doesn't apply to EVERYONE] sitting in front of the television or computer waiting to hear what the latest treads are and instantly being shunned if what their wearing is god forbid different then whats considered "cool." Who has the right to say that if you don't have a few "sexy"[trashy] pictures and your middle finger on autopilot your the LBR[loser beyond repair]. Why cant you still be cool and be YOURSELF?! OK so what if you wont have random [assholes] guys add you cause of it at least you'll would have some respect for yourself and your real friends wont mind who you are. And here's what I'm also seeing these days, smokers and potheads under the age of 18[if your over do whatever the hell you want, hell your a legal adult]. But its tough seeing YOUR friends[NOT EVERYONE] doing that shit[sorry] believe me. I still don't see whats the big thing about it. Your just gonna get screwed in the end by it anyway. Cancer is an option too. And whats so amazing about getting high? You would only be embarrassing yourself. Why is it so hard just to say NO. I can tell you I would NEVER do that nasty stuff and I don't care if you believe me or not. I found some pretty amazing friends that wont do that stuff either. I'm sure their gonna stick around in my life for a long time. -anyway back on topic- Like I said whats so hard about a simple no? Pressure is amazing at pulling people in, but don't people have minds of their own?? Why don't they at least try to fight for whats right? Its not cool to look like cheap trash. Anyway I had to speak up about this, because I'm just your everyday good person[really]. Bad things happen to stupid people. That's a lesson worth learning.

Listen to: My Love-East clubbers

2012?-Dont be scared.

I'm sorry I have to get this off my chest. It is said that in 2012 the world will come to an end as we know it. All civilization would be destroyed and our planet Earth would be nothing but a big rock and nothing more. The Mayans were a special civilization, they indeed were brilliant and no one can say anything about it. Among their many achievements they created a calender which to say is remarkably accurate. Though here's the thing, the calender they made stops completely on 2012. Well so far our calender ends every year, are we blowing up yet? The truth in 2012 is defiantly when it stops but not because the world is ending its because the cycle is too start all over again.

Now Nostradamus is not a valid argument! Stop using him to prove all your points. You probably hear "oh Nostradamus said this..." "Nostradamus predicted it.." let get something clear Nostradamus prophecies aren't true. I believe he was a genies of his own. The man wrote 1000 quatrains almost 500 years ago; and were still making a big deal out of it. Over the years people have indeed modified his quotes but most of them on the Internet is true. The prophecies were written in french so alot of interpenetration was done. One of the most popular Nostradamus quatrains on the Internet is the 9/11 prediction. Here is what you most likely to have found:

"In the year of the new century and nine months,

From the sky will come a great king of terror

the sky will burn at forty-five degrees.

Fire approaches the great new city..." "

in the city of york there will be a great collapse,

2 twin brothers torn apart by chaos while the fortress falls the great leader will

succumb"

INTERPRETATION: 2001 the first year of the new century and is the ninth month. New York

is located at the 41st degree latitude.

Scary isn't it? Alot has been changed to fit the event. Here's the real thing

"In the year 1999, seventh month,

from the sky will come a great king of terror

to bring back to life the great king of the mongols,

before and after mars to regain by good luck"

Please don't use him as a VALID source of information unless you have analyzed the real quatrains and know what your saying. Its so vague it can be associated with what already happened. Yet I still think hes a genies.

The only thing that is rational "2012 end of the world" thing is actually the pole shift/reversal. The pole shifting is a rare thing. Its when the north pole and south pole switch places. They are unpredictable and the last one was 780,000 years ago. They come at regular intervals about 300,000 years. Such event could disrupt our planet. Telecommunications, animals, humans, etc.. would be affected. It would be a very important change.

Alot of places states that its going to happen December 12, 2012 and its totally NOT TRUE!

Polar shift is a process that roughly takes 5,000 years to complete and doesn't start on a specific time or date. NOBODY knows when its going to start in fact. This process takes time and another myth wants the earths magnetic Field strength to be near zero [which would allow dangerous radiation to come through to us] during the transaction time. But our Field would be just as strong as it is now simply more complicated. You'll barely even notice anything happening.

Much ado about nothing

Hi, yeah so this is my first blogger and I'm not very good at doing it. So far I'm just a teenager who has alot on her mind and alot of opinions to share and likes to write alot. Yet I'm not sure how, the only way I ever got anything out was through lyrics&music. I'm not bimbo at what I do and I don't write about stupid things I take things seriously. My music is not some pop song you would hear on the radio on Z100. I'm NOT one of those stupid girls who flaunt around half naked parading in my stupidity on my space showing the middle finger and cursing there asses off. Even though I still like to have fun with my friends, I wont lose respect for my self like that.
For my blogger I'll just be posting up some of my lyrics and some fun stuff and some opinions I guess. Please don't kill me because I'm not the best blogger in the world! Enjoy :]