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Keep telling

me everything is going to be OK

sweet child of mine

I'll keep singing myself to sleep

I'll wake up in tears the next morning

trust me I'm a professional at a fake smile

you wont even guess anythings wrong

I'm sorry to hear...I don't feel bad

I would love for you to show me

how defenceless you really are

give me a word

something but

an insult used before

the best of us can find true happiness in misery

I'm sorry I'm not sorry anymore

DON'T try to understand

your as stubborn as an ass

so that's not a problem for you

I hope your reading this

you son of a bitch

from here on out

your dead to me

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Bash bash baby rant rant

boom boom boom

crash crash crash

gets the thing in my chest

to go haywire

its broken enough for no repair

everyday getting worse

since your face in it

ignoring my pleas to leave me alone

a demon, a poison

simply a man

crawling under my skin

your killing me

and I still think threes a chance

to be what was back then

My little angel

Oh darling Oh darling

such a horrible disaster

we don't talk much

don't think I don't care

Oh baby Oh baby

I promise you'll be fine

your too cool, too good

for any unfortunate event

I swear your gonna be ok

sleep well sweetheart

get your rest

close your eyes

tomorrow will be

so

much

better

Break me down

Beautiful disasters

sweaty hands

nervous frowns

anxious stares

what could have happened

will never be

"So I cut my wrists

and black my eyes"

this is my final goodbye

I cant tell you, I love you

because even I don't know what

it means

Oh my Oh my I want this color

I got tired thinking about you in class..so I thought some more.

Hyperventilating

Sky's are blue

you look at me

I look at you

I know the tears are coming

I'd refuse to cry

you asked my friend

about my whereabouts

Why? I know you don't care

confusing me to a point

ignorance is bliss

knowing too much would kill me

try not to worry

I'm kidding your not

I know who you can be

I know who your not

the guy I started to like

in the end, I hated you

now I want to talk to you

I'll stop screaming when

you stop stabbing

Come Break me down Bury me Bury me...

Music is my only escape

from what the day leaves me with

keep telling yourself I'm ok

sitting with my guitar

writing my songs

the angrier I get

your names in the lyrics

take notice

whenever were in one place

do I look at you?

I guess we all make mistakes

I'm going to pretend you don't matter

when inside I don't know

your there deep within

my words come out in a rush

I'm sorry for

I cant even remember

I'll just show you my song

the one with your name

and hopefully we'll learn to get along

in this little world

who am I kidding?

Enjoy the breakdown

Social Sickness Glitter and Kisses

I hate the pretty people, the glam and glitter.

The ones that get what they want
they don't understand, what they take for granted.
I hate all the know it all and all the populars
well not all
but the ones that make life hell.
Most people are as so air headed without knowing
taking what us outsiders want the most.
The worst changes from who they were before.
I hate all the pretty people who
have it best
I cant say I'm jealous believe me I'm not
but sometimes...I want to stab them in the back
with the knife they buried in mine.
Oh pretty people don't take this wrong
Maybe you'll get your pretty person love to cover and catch you when you fall.
For all the outsiders like me, give three cheers to being the worlds biggest basket cases alive.

9.11.01- 8 years later

WHAT WE LOST

THE FEAR WE ARE FORCED TO LIVE IN

THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO LOST THEIR LIVES

THE FAMILY'S THAT LOST SOMEONE

THE CRUEL WAYS OF PEOPLE

THE HATE THAT CAUSED THIS

THE GOVERNMENT WHO KNEW, BUT DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO STOP IT

THE DAMN COUNTRY OF "FREEDOM&PEACE"

9.11.01

WE WILL NEVER FORGET

LET US REMEMBER THE BRAVE SOLDERS IN WAR

FIGHTING FOR WHATS RIGHT

EVERYBODY THAT CAME THROUGH

THE RED WHITE AND BLUE

THE RAW EMOTIONS THAT KEEP US MOVING

MEMORIES

R.I.P

LOST SOULS OF THE TRAGIC DAY

R.I.P

INNER PEACE

R.I.P

AMERICA

Ode to my little basterd

Ode to my selfish little heart

you greedy son of a bitch

yes you want happiness and fun

you break when you don't get it

don't you care your killing me?

I took such good care of you

and you didn't do shit in return

but kept me crying every night

from boys to friends

you made me suffer

I cant say I'm ok

clearly now

I'm the teenage basket case

you piece of turd

I wish I didn't need you

I just want to scream...quietly

You wanna stick your nose in the air

Superior being

I'll chop it off in a heartbeat

put yourself down

and have the nerve to judge

your a monster

you treat others like crap

hey I'm not lying

I can assure you darling

with a hand on the bible

without my fingers crossed

your nothing but one of us

just a person

nothing special

I don't care what your mother tells you

little princess

I can tell you your not

drama with promises not to start

in the end look where its got you

you think your the best

your ego...too big too big

for this world to fit

I'm sorry

not saying I'm any better

we are all the same

mean,selfish

little people

in this huge ass world

keep telling yourself

your any different