Innocent enough day, until I heard some loon screaming his lungs out..who the loon was you might ask...A BRAINWASHED DICKHEAD WHO WAS TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING HE KNEW ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ABOUT!!!!!! Yelling out how "god" is coming & the sinners are going to be sent to hell. How we need to prepare to die and move on..blah blah blah...!
EFFING IDIOTS!!!!!!!!!!
I went up to the screaming gentleman "THERE IS NO GOD COMING TO TAKE US AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR ALL A BUNCH OF SCREAMING LUNATICS WHO DIDN'T EVEN READ THE BIBLE AND YOU WANNA TELL EVERYBODY THEIR GOING TO HELL?!?!"
he was like "GOD IS COMING GOD IS COMING DAUGHTER OF THE DEVIL DO YOU DARE QUESTION THAT?!?!?!"
me: I QUESTION YOUR SANITY SIR
sir: "WERE ALL GOING TO DIE YOUR SINS WILL LEAD YOU TOO HELL!!!!!!!!!"
me: DON'T FUCKING TELL ME I'M GOING TO HELL TAKE A LOOK AROUND YOU SIR WE ARE IN HELL AND THERES NOTHING YOU CAN SAY OR SCREAM FOR THAT MATTER THAT CAN CHANGE THAT!
sir: "YOU CAN SHOVE YOUR COMMENTS AND YOUR SINS SOMEWHERE WHERE THE SUN DON'T SHINE"
me: *pulls pants down a little to revel undies* KISS IT WHILE YOUR THERE TO DO THAT FOR ME!!!! *pulls pants back up*
sir: "YOU DEMON CHILD DEMON WORSHIPER"
me: WHERE IS THIS GOD WHEN WE HAVE CANCER TO FIGHT OVER OR WARS THAT NEVER SEEM TO END, PEOPLE ARE DYING EVERY DAY AND YOU SIR HAVE NO RIGHT TO TELL US THAT WERE ALL DYING ON A CERTAIN DAY OPEN THAT BOOK THAT YOUR HOLDING *bible* AND READ TO ME WHERE IT SAYS THAT THE APOCALYPSE IS COMING!! TELL ME DAMMIT YOUR NO GOOD THEN THE REST OF US YOU TAKING THE LORDS NAME IN VAIN AND THINKING YOUR SOME CHOSEN RETARD MESSENGER!! FUCK YOU AND THE CULT THAT BRAINWASHED YOU CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT Y'ALL KNOW SHIT!!!!!!!
sir: "DIE BURN IN HELL"
me: THIS IS HELL YOUR LIVING IN IT THIS IS FUCKING HELL!
and i walk away. There was alot more but this was the best part! oh see what I did there, I made it red white and blue...we are in hell
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
happy Sweet 16 to me~OCT29th.
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the ones from midnight already
I loved seeing my friends
without them I wouldn't be happy[trust.me]
I loved finally spending a good day in class
without any hurt or anger
except when the balloons kept bopping me in the head :]
I loved this day indeed.
I hated the end
but those reasons are gonna be left unsaid
today I can say, I was happy for real
Monday, October 26, 2009
Whisper to a scream
Spinning out of my reach
it came down like this
anger in my heart
hurting in my head
its nice to move along
and messed up to
have to deal with this again
its terrible to go on like your happy everyday
when all you want to do is fall
just cry the day away
your friends don't know
your family doesn't either
its inside your head the voices that have no mercy
this is not for pity
its simple self expression
i love the way written words
can put this all together.
it came down like this
anger in my heart
hurting in my head
its nice to move along
and messed up to
have to deal with this again
its terrible to go on like your happy everyday
when all you want to do is fall
just cry the day away
your friends don't know
your family doesn't either
its inside your head the voices that have no mercy
this is not for pity
its simple self expression
i love the way written words
can put this all together.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
For all the promises to bust....
Working so hard
for what I planned
never thought they'd
get it so easy
this heart attack
cant believe I'm sitting
in the sidelines
and your in the show
don't get me wrong
I'm OK
a smile on my face
just so you know
but leave me alone
I cant have this now
lets pretend were all happy
its easier like that
Thursday, October 15, 2009
So sick of love songs.
Everyday waking up
oh look at this beautiful morning
sarcasm for breakfast
she don't give a damn
thinking today wasn't like the rest
it was better, yeah
till her heart stopped beating
yeah she knew it
it wouldn't let her be happy
just moving moving
the gears in her
shes trying to figure out
whats gonna happen today
turn the corner
nothing yet
look straight
imagine what would've been
the fights have all stopped
the tears have dried
the anger in her chest
enough to kill them all
but no
hush up
she got nothing to say
under the rain
her faith lower then dirt
whats destiny when you don't want it at all
and I hope you know that she has survived
this day
waiting for the next
she tells God, she don't want it again
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
My rap. [lyrics by me]
This girl
sitting on her own
wishing she had something anything to call her own
always put down, from all around
keeping her hood on, and her headphones blaring
night and day
crying herself to sleep
she cant figure out
what its all about
why even god wants her to stay alive
her friends watching her fall from grace, its OK
nobody gonna catch her
that's the way huh
satisfaction leave it to the pain to make her feel like something
likes shes so valuable
its OK she knows shes lying
to herself and everybody else too
a smile on the inside like an open wound
leave it to them
to call her out
rock a bye baby and goodnight
its gonna be alright
with nobody there to stop her
shes running out
guitar in one hand
leave the door closed
its fine
you know she ain't coming back
Monday, October 12, 2009
BAM BANG BOOM
of all this mess we have created
I want you to know
I quit
I'm done for good
with you and this
I don't want it anymore
offers of peace
forget them
my times wasted enough
I still want to cry
but I'm guessing its gonna be for life
we all make mistakes
were all human
I'm just sorry you couldn't see that
we all done something
to each other
we all hurt ourselves
were confused
were scared
were pissed off
ha..welcome to life
you know who you are
the fact is
I'm not using my
voice
I lost it already
I'm using my big heart
which I have finally pieced together
I'm moving along
with my guitar in my hand
down this deserted road
hitching rides from the devil
knocking on the door to hell
Have a good life
you, the person I once called a friend
I don't want this too get worse
so I'll just stop right here
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